In light of starting classes at LTU and finding out that my options in my chosen degree are vastly greater then I anticipated(even if I have to leave Michigan for that to actually be true), i have realized I dont have any clear goal or path to fallow...so in other words i have no clue what the hell i want to do( well i want to sleep, play games and ( Read more... )

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Ever feel like shit in the way that what ever you think makes it worse? Ever feel worse because you realize the thing thats upseting you isnt a huge thing, and there's things worse happening to ppl? including firends you have? ever feel bad because your afraid to tell a friend that their doing somthing stupid, because you think "oh he's not that ( Read more... )

I finally have a use for that shift leader name badge I made two months ago...sweet, but I still don't get paid enough for the shit i have too put up with, i just have the position that I have to take put up wit it...fun :3

DO you know what im sure is one of the levels of hell? Having a heart that wont heal, wont let you move on, wont let you forget the way she felt, she looked, she made you feel when you looked into her eyes, this level will comprise of you having this heart and being in a place where your constantly aware of her presence, and when your not any ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life, a book series is so gripping, so phenomenal, that i ordered the fourth book instead of waiting to see if it would come in or i could find it somewhere else....i never like books that much....this one is The Dresden File's series...its got magic, comedy, romance, sex, action, drama....basically a lil bit of every ( Read more... )

For years...many, many years, i have wondered y i have such low selfesteem,and y i feel usless, and iresponsable, and other things....i really dont know i wondered. All they think is that i will screw up, they dont think i can remember, or get answeres, they think im incompatent, stupid....i dont know y im even trying to accomplash anything, i ( Read more... )

Me: "to open an accont, you need a michigan driver's licence and a credit card"

dumbass : "even if your over 18?"

I feel so lost and confused latly, i think to much, i dont leave the past where it belongs, i beat myself up for mistakes i made, chances i fucked up, things i didnt realize untill it was to late to do anything... i just feel so unsure of where im going, what i will be.....i dont know anymore

ok, so my day wasn't that bad, but one dick head does deserve mention, to make this rambel a little shorter then normal for me im gona just do the short viersion(which this explenation is making pointless anyway).....so this guy comes in and askes if he can rent without his lisence, he said somthing of just getting out of the pool or something, any ( Read more... )