Sep 04, 2007 21:20
DO you know what im sure is one of the levels of hell? Having a heart that wont heal, wont let you move on, wont let you forget the way she felt, she looked, she made you feel when you looked into her eyes, this level will comprise of you having this heart and being in a place where your constantly aware of her presence, and when your not any where near her almost anything thats said, heard or seen by you reminds you of her....your heart dwells and wont let go, so distractions only last for so long, you hear her name and you feel like it was the name of some one you cared for and died, because she is completely erased from your life... u have dreams at night that cause you to think about her during the day, u feel like a loser for not letting go, and you cant understand y u cant, y she meant that much.... i apologies for this, i just had to get it off my chest and im still going to post it, even though i feel so stupid for still caring....i just dont know what to do