you were good parents when i was a child. but you didn't know howto deal with me as a teenager, you wern't good parents for a teenager. but are ANY parents good parents for a teenager really ( Read more... )

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bloodglucose @ 20mmol - the mind is quite active, quite fueled. so getting a thought down before i goto bed, this just came to me, in the interpretation of christianity it is said that drugs are "defiling" your body. this screws up those who wish to use drugs as a neat shortcut to look inside our consciousness. but was this a problem back when ( Read more... )

update on what i'm doin... i've been watching a few episodes of that show where Jammie Oliver (british chef celebrity) is trying to get british kids to eat better - so he's working in a school tuckshop - and now he's having a cooking class with the kids. the kids can't even identify simple vegetables it's sadly amazing! what's this (holds up ( Read more... )

Nihilism. i've never researched what it was until now ( Read more... )

every thing which is small makes me want to die. i've been systematically chiseling away at everything i have.
you must find the core you see, you must find what's pure, you have to destroy what you have. you have to in your mind throw it all away as nothing, as if you are forcing yourself to be reborn - naked. but this time you'll have ( Read more... )

i was chatting about this today, i havn't talked about it for quite a while so i wanted to dump as much of it down on paper as i could. i always get very animated when ranting about this stuff, it's good. i love ranting with people. even to just get things solidified in my mind, or pressure release.

disclaimer: when i'm talking here about ( Read more... )

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i just sat through this thing with an apathetic look on my face until it was done. waiting to laugh, i'm still waiting. it's a low budget short film making fun of "emos ( Read more... )

this is something i was thinking about before my last rant about mass-marketed music, it lead into that.

we don't repair things anymore, everything that breaks is thrown away. appliances, electronics, they break and there isn't much you can do but throw them out.( continues... also some mentions of a poor sickly freezer deliveryman )