I was grief-stricken today having discovered that Sunny Leone has a boyfriend. I remember watching "Castaway" with Tom Hanks about being stranded on an island and how all he had was the picture of Helen Hunt to keep him going. He returned the grandfather's pocket watch to her after he returned.
I always knew that I wouldn't make it in time, and I had talked to Sunny Leone's Subconscious Mind about this and wished that she be happy. That's why I was touched to see one of her pictures where she was wearing a striped shirt for "Raciing Stripes" which I watched tonight.
That's why I was talking about the Death of the Dream. It was such a letdown when I discovered that
isabellaval's pictures weren't really of her and were borrowed from Sunnye Leone. That's why in "Racing Stripes" it talks about the wife who died in a riding accident. I had been training and made a serious miscalculation, which everyone in the Subconscious Realm knew about.
That's why the Psychic Powers I developed was all done out of love for a woman I never knew and all over just a picture of a complete stranger, which makes Love both a Triumph and a Tragedy. The Greatest Love on Earth that moved mountains was all for a figment of the imagination and for someone who didn't exist. That was the bait that was needed to lure me to cross over.