Ok. It's time for my negativity to end starting now.

I'm not going to delete the depressing posts in this journal, but I'm not going to dwell on depressing stuff anymore. It's just not worth it.

God, I'm so depressed all the time. Why does my life have to be so difficult? So stressful. I can't find anything to live for. I got accepted to only two out of the 10381123456 colleges I auditioned for. It's so difficult to go through things this way ( Read more... )

I hold your hand in mine ( Read more... )

So why can't I have my own?

You could at least say thank you...

Only the beautiful are loved.

Goodbye my friend
I will miss you so
Goodbye my friend
You’ll never know
We’re barely close
But not at all far
And I don’t need you anymore

Come closer my friend
Let me see your eyes
Come closer my friend
Let me watch you die
My smile is nothing
But melancholic fear
You’re in my heart; I hold you dear

I need you my friend
Don’t walk away
I need you my friend
Just ( Read more... )

Introductions
Can be completely meaningless.
Without any point whatsoever.
But sometimes,
They can tell people just who you are.
And so I am left here to decide.
Do I tell you who I am?
Or let you figure it out for yourselves?