I really dont know what to think or do right now. There's no one to talk to and no one who can help me or understand. It's been a while but I think I should just pray and hopefully I will know what I should do.

I got paid today, hit me up so we can have some fun this weekend

Things are pretty crazy right now. Normally I would be freaking out about all the crap thats going on in my life right now but I feel good. I know I can handle a lot more. Just some temporary obstacles that I need to get by. With Dedication, luck, and lots of bs, the rewards at the end will just taste better.

I will Definitely not be as dedicated ( Read more... )

I suck really bad....... theres my journal entry

Can't find a job that pays well and bills are starting to pile up. Whats bad is that the job I work for now is ok, but many people in the company are struggling now because of Business Decisions and one of our clients being dicks. I am sure somehow I can pull myself out of this hole that I have gotten myself into, I just don't know if everyone else