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once again the ghastly sound of the morning trains haunt my restless hours. i lay down to sleep and hours later i find myself tossing and turning. churning thoughts over and over through my mind. uncertain of what or who is troubling me. always traveling but going no where. i want a home. i am tired of seeing things, places. i yearn for mundane ( Read more... ) -
vienna and the world out side of the box
well i am in vienna and have found myself for more then a week and a half there have been a few good shows which have been fun. i saw a few people i knew on tour with bands, and followed more oroku wall writings vienna been kind of dull for what it has been ... the guests hanging out with the guests, while the guests being ignored by the ( Read more... ) -
nothing quite works does it ?
i came to the computer expecting a few emails back from people . that didn´t happen ... and so now i still don´t know what to do with myself. i am waiting to hear back from people in france, germany ireland ... and the us. its quite a pain. i want to get out of amsterdam but i can´t do that if i need to be in ireland to fly to the us in two weeks ( Read more... ) -
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amsterdam liege luxembourg nurnburg regensburg nurnburg mannheim eslingen nancy st etienne marseille bordeaux paris lille amsterdam what a list of cities. its no wonder im exhausted. thats more cities then some people see in their lives. all in a few weeks. it doesn't really do it justice to just list things i have done in the last month. i have ( Read more... ) -
life of a boy on vacation.
it is now days until i leave for ireland. im excited and completely scared out of my whits. its been a very long time since i have left this country and never as an adult. im used to traveling, im used to the life but i haven't the slightest idea what to expect in europe. i imagine much of the same. it would make sense ... just some times in a ( Read more... ) -
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geez well i had a nice week long relationship .. which was quite enjoyable.... but it ended with her spending the night at another fellow's house ... which whatever its only been a week ... but damn. harshed mellow. its the kids birthday party and i had my chance right ? and then on other completely bum news, the space our bike shop is in has ( Read more... ) -
satanic easter sunday !
i think i played guitar for 4 hours straight tonight..... noodling the night away and now it is bed time ! tomorrow perhaps might be a long day with work and then the everyday activities ! like art openings band practices shows who knows ... its easter and to celebrate i am going to listen to nothing but blatantly satanic music....... evil evil -
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im exhausted. i am rather tired of working ... this has been the most frequently worked job i have had in 4 years ! its wearing me out. spring has ended but ... it has ended by regressing in to winter again. which i doubt anyone is happy about ... but then i am listening to a compilation called femmes de paris. and well what can i say but i love ( Read more... ) -
the sweet thoughts of teeth removal with violent force.
AGGGGHHHHH what the fuck !!! so in my in my idiocy i start picking at my rotten wisdom tooth with my fingernail and what the fuck was i thinking ... do you know what has happened now ... the whole right side of my face fucking hurts. its 5 in the morning i can't get to sleep now that i did some thing so dumb as proding and poking at a fucking ( Read more... )
