so ive come to the realization that nobody updates their livejournal anymore. thats what myspace, and then facebook have become. but im gonna update anyway even though no one reads these, at least i dont think ( Read more... )

So, I've always had the hope and faith, I guess one could say, that good things happen to good deserving people. I mean, I don't think I am a person where I ask for a lot of unneccessary stuff, espeically with my home life. I feel very blessed with the things I do have in my life, and they things that I have had (if you know what I mean). I just ( Read more... )

I cannot believe that it's semester 2 already! Holy crap, where the hell did semester 1 go??? Not that i care or anything, because from what i've experienced so far, semester 2 kicks semester 1's ass by a long run. So i only go monday, wednesday, and friday's for one. That's amazing as hell, mainly because driving all the way to auborn hills daily ( Read more... )

so many things in my mind... soo many feelings that i dont want to feel.. i want to be content and not "stuck in the middle" with my situation.. i want one or the other now, to be 100% with or 100% friends, i hate the feeling in the middle... i want to know whats going on on the other side of this.. i feel like there is definite thoughts that i am ( Read more... )

the positives...
- visiting colleges
- making friends
- no boyfriend believe it or not. im still 17, so its all good.
- being ok with things, and being ok with who i am.

the negatives-
-this progressively growing cold
- a little girl who i was close to, family wise, who i basically considered my cousin, died in a tragic tractor accident. she was 8.
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so i havent updated this thing about my life in a while. things have been.. interesting, to say the least. 
..lets start with my weekend..
I went up to state with angela and alyssa and besides 2 crappy little personal events, i had an ammmmmmmmmmmmmazing time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I made some new friends and thats always fun. the people there are sooo ( Read more... )

STATE = TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

Im sorry, i just had to explain how excited i was. I get to party with my girlies a'las!!!!!!!!! That means alot to me actually, bc we've all been through so much.. now its just one more thing ; ) WAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!

I also have MAAAAAAAAAAJOR a.d.d. right now. i dont wanna finish this effing paper. screw rhetoric. lol

to those who think u "weren't invited".....

just bc it hasnt been brought up in conversation yet does not mean u were not invited in the first place. the whooole thing was just an idea and with soo much happening with school and what not, its easy to put things like certain "plans" on the back-burner. stop being offended bc its NOTHING personal. ( Read more... )

i cant help but feel like my childhood went by extremely fast. the innocence, far gone. the simple things and the stupidest problems, like omg i dont know how to tie my reeboks, yeah u all remember that dliemma. thinking your family was the best thing ever, and to some that may still be the case, but im sure to others theyre either annoying or " ( Read more... )

so im at school. im really bvored. 4 hours to do nothing. my ipod is one of my only friends. at least i have jordan, matt, kasey, heather, and other ppl to make up for it. im thinking of leaving my next class early tho. why u say, bc its completely boring. its algebra, i already know algebra, my teacher is from india and cant teach algebra. ( Read more... )