Just when I think I'm finally on top of the world it tilts and I start sliding off it. School has been picking up for me just in the nick of time, and work keeps me moderately entertained. There is also my guitar Minka that I keep by my side. I'm not talking to one of my friends because he wasn't honest with me, and am never talking to Steve ( Read more... )

Steve is such an asshole. Why am I an asshole magnet. Before I could tell him that I don't want to see him anymore his bitch ass signs off. I just don't get it. It's not like I'm not being punished enough for having my heart broken by Ken, now I have someone who has liked me for almost a year trying to play mind games with me. Well that didn't last ( Read more... )

Every now and then I find myself thinking about him. Usually this happens when I'm asleep. I feel sweet and light when I wake up, instead of sad and mopey. I do miss him a lot, mainly because he is one of the best things to ever come into my life. I haven't talked to him in almost 3 weeks, and I'm fine with that. I only want to go back to the way ( Read more... )

the telephone is ringing, disconnect the line ( Read more... )

well....we broke up. goodbye for now ken..

What a nightmare. My roommates, who seem to be quite sweet, perpetually talk behind everyone's back. Apparently I am the new topic of focus because of my confidence in my College Algebra class. Just because I can recall shit I did early on in high school I'm too cocky. It's one of those days where nobody really can say anything that will matter. I ( Read more... )

Now I'm back here at FSU. Ken and I are doing fantastic, nothing else to report with that. The classes I picked for my major are interesting, and I look forward to attending more of them; I don't care how terribly dexter I sound about that. Hope everyone's semester started off great..And I no longer live in the Wellness Dorm Reynolds; what a joke ( Read more... )

amanha i will be coming home for thanksgiving... what an exciting time of year..i get to eat a dead turkey, watch endless tv with my mom and brother, and lost of my job at bath and body works all to be able to celebrate turkey day..it gets better though..eventually in december i'll be going to see butch walker play again in orlando..ken's taking me ( Read more... )

My eyelids feel really heavy since Leslie got done brushing my hair. I got a hair cut today too, it looks real good. The retard fucked it up before, left the back of my head looking like a machete went through it. Ken's birthday is the 16th! I can't wait to see him this Friday and go through with the plans for that day. A traditional japanese ( Read more... )

This weekend was meant to be spent in Orlando with Ken and some friends, now it seems as though I am stuck in Tallahassee with alcohol, my other friends, and my vibrator. Oh yes, I do have one of those, and Andrea has correctly named him butch for me. For other girls diamonds are a best friend, for me its Butch and Andrea. My fingers are no longer ( Read more... )