Fuck you computer.
Fuck you hard.
I'd take a hatchet to this fucker if i didn't know deep down that it's life and myself that i'm actually pissed at.
So fuck me too.
Fuck me hard.

Happiness is a lie.

i don't understand this depression ( Read more... )

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure (Ooooo)
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

And the mind becomes a little more clear.

Hodge has grown up quite well, i approve.

Nobody likes you,
Everyone left you,
They're all out without you,
Havin' fun
Everyone left you,
Nobody likes you,
They're all out without you,
Havin' fun

yeah, thats about right. i should learn to ignore these feelings, but there they are.

I just wanna believe that i'm not a complete fool.

I believe i'm a pretty shitty human being. Just plain built all wrong.

I believe the people i care about would be better of if i wasn't around.

sigh

i am so so incredibly tired.

I donno. I really donno.

I'm thinking of dissapearing for a while.

fuck. i totally did it again.

fuck, fuck fuck fuckFUCk.

how much of my life am i gonna spend terrified? what am i so afraid of?

Am i gonna keep doing this my whole life?

i think i'll keep this one to myself.

i feel so alone.

my life is a maze.

i am a maze.

fuck.