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[roadkillgod]

i don't understand this depression.
this time around, its diffrent.
no bitching, no moaning.
no stressing, no thinking.
no specific problems, no pains.
just seems like i've given up.
nothing feels like it matters.
not the good, not the bad.
run out of viewpoints.
run out of hopes to stand on.
i just lie here and waste away.
it almost seems like i'm dying,
my days leaking away like this.
how much longer now,
before i'm sleeping on a sewer grate?
and i don't even really care.