so theres been alot of stupid shit going on lately. i really need to get the fuck out of this place. i try to do the right thing and i try to be good to people and yet the one time when i make a mistake im the bad guy. everyone runs around fucking nuts all the time and when mommy organized emily goes out and does something the whole fucking world ( Read more... )

so new years kinda sucked this year alot of stupid shit and i had to go through a bunch more shit just to get a hotel room for the night. it was fucking insane. sometimes things dont work out no matter how hard to try to make them. im so annoyed at everything i just want to get out of here. im not just running away from my problems like most ( Read more... )

so yeah i havent written in a while and thats usually how my entries start. i have a lot of thinking to do. justin and i arent together right now and im considering moving. i have an idea but im not saying yet because people wont be too cool about it. idk. im trying to find another job right now because im not making enough money im not sure ( Read more... )

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so i may be getting into a change of field but its not definate yet. my choice of schools will be between pheonix, az and orlando, fl. but it depends i what choice i make about changing what i want to do though its definately leaning towards school right now <3

yey <33333 i dont even know what im yeying about but i know its good and im happy and ( Read more... )

so i got my wisdom teeth taken out on monday. all 4 and it fucking sucked. im so sore and swollen. ive had advil, oxy, antibiotics, salt water rinses and this swelling fucking blows. i was definately not prepred for this shit. justin stayed over my house last night to stay with me and spend the day with me today. he made me breakfast lunch and ( Read more... )

so its been kinda weird lately idk how i feel

lots of work to be done

dont know if im ready...for any of this...this whole life thing but you can only take it one second at a time <3

smack a bitch <3 that makes them your bitch <33

so yeah alot of shit is going down right now. i dont know what to do with alot of things i have coming at me but i know that keeping my faith will help it all work out. i dont care how many people think that religion is a silly thing, its kept me alive so far ( Read more... )

so i have today off and i was hoping to go see justin at the horse show but i dont know where it is kelvins gonna come over and were gonna hang out becawse i barely see him anymore we just get to busy i got worried about him the oher day but hes doing better and i love him i love mr justin young too and i hop;e to be mrs young some day. he said he ( Read more... )

you cant hear but im definately screaming every couple of minutes cause its the only way to get it out of me