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I dusted off my old game code today. I have an amazing ability to bite off way more than I can chew ( Read more... ) -
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I wonder how many other people are like me floating in the space between recognition and statistical improbability ( Read more... ) -
Every day I think of dying
One of the odder regrets of my life is having experienced, for about six months, a life completely free of anxiety. Not only was irrational anxiety taken away, but my more rational concerns as well. Before that time I was effectively unable to determine what was and was not a legitimate concern. I suspect that most people have this problem. And ( Read more... ) -
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A great uncle of mine died recently. It reminded me of an idea that I have been playing around with for a while. We still do not have the technology to keep a human body alive indefinitely. There are two distinct problems that I see that do not seem to have simple solutions ( Read more... ) -
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I woke up to the realization that I am not envious of others accomplishments, but their feelings of accomplishment.
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I went to a weekly all the way in NYC tonight, it over an hour's drive from my house. I went there a couple of weeks ago and it was pretty cool, so I thought I'd check it out again. It pretty much sucked. Not really a shock in hindsight. The external audio interface that I use to get sounds out of my various computers is dying. It frustrates me so ( Read more... ) -
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if you read this you should most likely also listen to: http://soundcloud.com/rixim-mixir/
You most likely won't like every song, but I suspect you will like at least one. -
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I wish people didn't die ( Read more... ) -
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Once or twice a year I go through these extremely involved interviews for jobs in finance. This most recent one has put me in a terrible mood. Not so much because of what it says about me as a person or my personal failings, but because it is indicative of my misalignment with reality as a whole ( Read more... ) -
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Biological imperative programming