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[ritaxis]

We've got our passports. Nobody told me how lovely they are, with origami papers on the first pages and state seals watermarked through the visa pages.

We've got our tickets. This was really difficult. I finally succeeded in getting them through AAA. Since the other 3 places all fell apart at the final click, I think that they hit the same

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[mjlayman]

You'll probably have fun once you get there. I always hate leaving the kitties, and I want to see them again while I'm gone, but I still have fun.

[ritaxis]

I'm sure I will. Meanwhile I'm all but crippled by anxiety. I'm doing everything at almost the last minute because I can't bear it. But I am also realizing that I now have a name for my general dysfunction: I'm anxious always. I don't feel it, because it's the background state. I don't get an anxious label in quick screenings, but it's only because they ask the wrong questions.