lauren. i kind of hate school. i remember back int eh good old days i always did my homework. even if it meant staying up all night. but now I DON'T EVEN CARE! schoollllllllllllll sucks. you are done soon though.
yeah, I am done soon, but only if I acutally do it. I remember those good old days. I had hoped that they might come back, but I jsut cant make myself do it, I have to just go to sleep. and not turn things in. it's scary. and kind of well rested.
dude. its nice that some people do. I just sit here roommate, and stare at nothing or at itunes or at empty word documents. it's horrible. tonight at your concert I nearly flipped my shit, I was just like gosh, this should be making me feel better, or empowered or ready to work, but it just made me want to cry (it was fabulous, it wasnt like it was so horrible I cried, it was more like it was so pretty I cried...maybe not pretty, more like, powerful?) and curl up in bed. which is what I ahve spent some of the evening doing. I dont know what's wrong with me. for serious. I thought it was just scared or lazy, but I think it's more than that. it's like serious writers block. or performance anxiety. or just the fact that its just too overwhelming to even start? well, regardless. I'm feeling like poop. I love you though. thanks for the encouragement.
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I remember those good old days.
I had hoped that they might come back, but I jsut cant make myself do it, I have to just go to sleep. and not turn things in. it's scary.
and kind of well rested.
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and i still need to give you those bags... will you be in saga monday at lunch?
hugs sweetie, you can do it!
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see you later, gator.
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Everything will work out for the best.
...And I believe in you!
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I just sit here roommate, and stare at nothing or at itunes or at empty word documents. it's horrible.
tonight at your concert I nearly flipped my shit, I was just like gosh, this should be making me feel better, or empowered or ready to work, but it just made me want to cry (it was fabulous, it wasnt like it was so horrible I cried, it was more like it was so pretty I cried...maybe not pretty, more like, powerful?) and curl up in bed. which is what I ahve spent some of the evening doing.
I dont know what's wrong with me. for serious. I thought it was just scared or lazy, but I think it's more than that. it's like serious writers block. or performance anxiety. or just the fact that its just too overwhelming to even start? well, regardless. I'm feeling like poop.
I love you though. thanks for the encouragement.
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