Fanfics, for the most part, are pretty bad, at least mine are. I can in no way be considered a writer, and while I might love the little fan fics I create, they're objectively bad. Lately, since I fell ill, my thoughts have been consumed by what it would look like for me to live through a terminal illness, from futile treatments, to disease ( Read more... )

This Bible Gateway tab had been open for weeks on my browser, eventually I forgot why until now. It was for the verse above that Jesus said in, Mark 11:23-24, full passage here:

"Truly I tell you, if anyone says to this mountain, ‘Go, throw yourself into the sea,’ and does not doubt in their heart but believes that what they  say will happen, it ( Read more... )

"What's on my mind?"-The FB status prompt these days ( Read more... )

So I've been a scribing exactly 1 year (I JUST realized this as I started writing this)

^
haha, this was a saved draft that I just restored now (which is now about a year old itself at this point.)
No longer scribing either, but that's a different story.

Actual post after this amusing post to myself~

When I felt most devalued, worthless, good for absolutely nothing ( Read more... )

Here's a bible verse.

“Your daughter is dead,” they said. “Why bother the teacher anymore?”
Overhearing what they said, Jesus told him, “Don’t be afraid; just believe.”

I feel like any reflection, or anything I could have said about it has already been more articulately said. And it means so many things at once. We'll just say, it is the epitome ( Read more... )

....that after all this time stuff involving spk wouldn't bother me anymore, but no matter how much time goes by, stuff that happens still finds a way to hurt me

It's been almost 6 years to the day this all ended

*CHEESE*

I didn't even know how deep the wounds went...

I know it's not your fault I care so much

I understand there is greater ( Read more... )

Let me not get caught up in the desires of this world, in fame, in fortune ( Read more... )

Quickie posty post-

Thank you for always being there, God.

If there's one thing I believe, one day I will see your face....

Never gone.

Yet another thing I seemed to want more than I wanted to keep (funny how it seems to be a theme in my life ( Read more... )