Okay, I'm going to set the record straight here...just because this bullshit is really rubbing the cat the wrong way and creating hissing sounds. This is so completely ludicrous, that I'm starting to honestly feel bad for the pathological liar. How can someone's life be so completely devoid of personal pride and self accomplishment...that they feel ( Read more... )

Okay, so I just got off the phone with Jim's sister, April. She said that there is a 75% chance that Jim's hearing will never come back. He's doing the best that he can, but he is B-O-R-E-D at the rehab center and desperately wants visitors. She said the more that can go, the better! So, here's his information for everyone ( Read more... )

Okay, I know I've been up to the hospital quite a few times. Sat there while he was in the coma. Saw him in states where I didn't know if I'd ever see his eyes open again. But, now... Just something about seeing his face on the news that is making me feel ill. I'm infuriated ( Read more... )

I've xposted this because ... I felt like it. ( Click here for the post behind the cut. Cutting it for those that have already read said post... )

I'm functioning today, but still in a haze. Luckily, I have things in my life that are keeping me from having too much time to sit and think. If you didn't read my previous post, please do...and you'll understand what is going on. I'll go ahead and make the other one public as well. I've decided to open a paypal account for the mother... If ( Read more... )

I don't know how to write this. Some may say that I shouldn't. That I should detach myself as far from this as I possibly could. I keep thinking in my head that I shouldn't be reacting as badly to this as I am...but I am. I can't get it out of my head. It keeps playing in the back of my mind like some broken record that won't go away. I've ( Read more... )

Not quite sure where I'm at... Know that I'm beyond exhausted. Scared about what is going to happen in the next 3 weeks. Sooo many things up in the air. Makes me uncomfortable, to say the least. Tired. So bloody tired. Of so many things. Just ready to be settled somewhere, anywhere at this point. Tired of living under someone else's roof ( Read more... )

"Tired of living. It's easy to do..." As the song goes ( Read more... )

Sitting here watching "Tristan and Isolde"...a perfect bedtime fairytale to this Valentine's...

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With Valentine's Day coming up, I started thinking about relationships... Why my mind went to the dark side, I have no idea. But, sometimes it blind sides you. So, I got tired of not doing anything about it. Yes, I am a survivor. Took me years to shift from being a victim to being a survivor...but I finally did. Yes, I hate that it happened ( Read more... )