I'm tired...

Jesus balls it's been a long time since I wrote anything.  LJ tells me 13 weeks.  Wow...over 4 months.  Coolio ( Read more... )

I love how the weather the last few days has reflected my mood...
Really, really grey.
I don't know what I can say to you at this point.  You probably don't want to hear anything from me anyway.
I like your theory.  That's a good way to say it. As flat out as I can be...yes, I love you.
And you're right, I probably always will.  Not necessarily ( Read more... )

I didn't respond...right ( Read more... )

I'm frustrating ( Read more... )

Your way home
Come along
The way is not clear
But I know you'll be here when the time comes

The beaten path has veered aside
And left a broken road
The solemn place where you reside
Is just a broken home

The marsh, the swamp that you wade through
Has spread the fever now
Your life, your dreams, they won't come true
There's nowhere else to go

In this place you ( Read more... )

RIP John Lennon, and Dimebag Darrell.  Hello? The guitarist of one of the biggest bands in metal history? Shot on stage? 4 years ago today? Yea.  Dimebag will be missed...
Cliff Burton (Metallica Bassist) is another one. Nobody can bang a bass like Cliff.

Ridiculous.
We had it so good.
And now what? Is it thrown away?
Over 2 years' friendship now.
Is that to be thrown away...lost?
More than a year of being together
And now you're hardly there.
I can feel you fading into the crowd.
Becoming just another one.
But why?
God knows.
I wish I could see why this is happening.
Why the tables have turned.
I know it's ( Read more... )

I can't concentrate in school...I look forward to the 8 minutes between classes.
Christ...it's only been a week and I wake up thinking about her.
5 minutes in the morning, 8 minutes between classes, maybe 10 at the end of the day.
Every other day, lunch also.
Average, about an hour a day (58 minutes. Yea, I did the math.)
In the halls, half the time her ( Read more... )

This is amazing.
Who knew?