Comments | rikkusakura: Bleh

rikkusakura

Bleh

Jun 26, 2005 16:06

I am really hot and in a really bad mood. I don't know why my mood sucks so much it just kinda does. I got hit on two days ago while babysitting which made me look like a horrible babysitter. I still care about Zack even after the entire situation, I don't really want to since it is pointless but I just can't stop caring about him. It really upsets ( Read more... )

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anonymous June 26 2005, 22:04:34 UTC

I could MAKE Zack like you...but I might forget to do so/I would be to lazy.

rikkusakura June 26 2005, 23:55:49 UTC

Ummm? That would be a smidge hard to do and disturbing. If he likes me I want him to like me for me and not because someone forces him to.

allstargymkid7 June 26 2005, 23:38:05 UTC

Wow. You sound confused. But it sounds like the concert thingy was good. I'm glad it was good...I'm glad something was good.

rikkusakura June 26 2005, 23:54:48 UTC

Thanks! ^-^

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rikkusakura June 27 2005, 03:26:54 UTC

-.-;;;;

rikkusakura June 27 2005, 03:29:39 UTC

I am not going to give him up. I can't....I care about him too much. I am going to wait things out and I also need to tell him that I did not leave him to be with a girl I left the first time because I was confused about my sexuality. I did not meet a girl I was just confused. I am not now though. I think that if I like a guy I will go out with them and if I like a girl I will go out with them but for now I really like Zack and care too much to let that go.