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i got out of hospital yesterday. as you can understand i didn't succeed. God, i just want to get out of this circle ... i can't do this anymore -
Last post
This is my last post...so this is Goodbye!
No, i'm not going to hospital or anything like that...
...it's the other thing...
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I wish you well!
Riina
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update
I thought that i should update my journal... but honestly i have nothing to say. So i thought i post those
Split personality lyrics
Your clock is ticking on the time of speedway
From near and far you look just fine
but change of mood is quick to come
for no reason you're becoming numb
Can't find no friends from out of school
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O.O
I'm losing my mind!
I haven't sleep for days. Since, i started eating every day, i have tremendously high energy level, like i was taking drugs again.I feel like a running bunny all the time.
I have panic/anxiety attacks!
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i hate mondays!!!!!
But i must say this is the first morning, that i didn't start with crying, so yay to me :D
My life has been a real mess but i think i'm starting to get over from it.
My new motto:
SUCCESS STARTS FROM THINKING, THINK POSITIVELY!!
I weighed myself i'm 98 lbs - i don't even know is it good or bad, cause my goal is 90 but ....i honestly don't know how to ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Memo to Myself
Don't ever be alone with your feelings, share them with other.
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Oh, goody
Today's fortune: Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts
Well, that made my day.
Lately it's been difficult for me to do any posts, because my head is empty - idk is it because i'm to tired or i'm just an empty person. Who knows!
Oh, and the sad part of thiis post is that my weight hasn't change.
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Morning
I feel it's going to be a great day! Weather outside is thunderstormy - SO I like it.
Probably i will go later on running outside in the rain. If i'm lucky i get hit by lightning and all my fats get melted. hehee - i would love that!
Uuu almost forgot i scaled myself and .. . . . . i'm 101lbs - small progress, yess!
LOVE U ALL!
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bad day
Oeh, I had a major binge today and cause of that i feel terrible. My head hurts and stomach too. I FEEL REALLY SICK.