I think I'm over my ex, for the most part. But what's with having a dream about messing around with her sister? I mean I know I always secretly thought her sister was hot, but it was weird. I somehow ended up hanging out with people that knew her in my dream so we went over there, but then I was stuck there because the two friends I came with ( Read more... )

I absolutely don't have time for a relationship, but of course this makes the idea of one all that more appealing. Darn it! I'm doing ok for myself making out with random girls and getting numbers, but never really doing anything with them. Then there's the texting Jonie that, if we really aren't going to get back together, really needs to stop ( Read more... )

So I had a decent time at the Third Eye Blind concert. It would have been awesome, but I went with a mutual friend of mine and Jonie's who decided it was ok to tell me about some guy Jonie had been sleeping with recently. She just hinted at it at first, but like the dumbass I am...I kept casually asking questions. It's great that the girl who ( Read more... )

So I broke up with Jonie today. It was terrible, but when I woke up this morning I just told myself I had to end it. I've been miserable for two months. We decided we're broken up and we're gonna see where both of us are at in a few months. I'm pretty sure we'll get back together at some point down the road, but I'm not very sure at the same ( Read more... )

still not certain but I believe in the benefit of the doubt
so I'll wait this one out.
We'll see if I feel this way about "us" in summer or if maybe we can get back to where it was not so long ago. Otherwise it's gonna be a long lonely summer, but working 4 jobs and taking two classes (one with her) should make it go by faster.

I was so worried about losing her somehow. Now I'm just wondering if there truly is such a thing as a "break". I can't keep this up. Something IS GOING TO change. Unless something strange happens I think I'm gonna be single for a while. Didn't want to stay in friggin' wisconsin anyways...

I keep finding myself looking back at how this relationship was when it started. I can't keep comparing to something that might not be there anymore. Something needs to change soon or this is over. I can't keep this up and I can't sacrifice my future to make her happy...

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So I lost my gf and spent an hour looking for her and then another 45 minutes after I gave up finding her and her friends I took a cab and called her and the first thing she did was yell at me....Pretty sure I just dumped her because of it. Then Andrea calmed me down a bit so we'll see where this goes....

My birthday: 2 hours of physics, lunch with my mom, work 5-10:30, and then hitting up a bar or two on North after. Should be fun. Definitely glad I already celebrated with the gf. She took me out to dinner and a movie Friday since she left for the week on Sat. It was glorious. :)