well today sucked! work this whole week has been vicouse, god damn med school students order their shit at the last minute...lol...fuckers! not much happened today after work, i talked to my baby for a lil while and took a lil nap. i have no idea why i was so tired, i seriously think im getting sick, my throat was bothering me earlier. great, ( Read more... )

ever since i was 12 i dreaded getting older, i was excited, but i was dreading responsibility. i expected everything to be handed to me...much to my dismay this was not so. and when i relized that it obviously wasnt going to be that way, i shut down, i felt totally incompetant and useless. i was deeply depressed and i didnt care about much of my ( Read more... )

hmmm...today i started my new job. its pretty fun, i work with alot of really cool people. the day got a lil controvertial though for about 5 minutes, but none the less resolved. some people just dont understand, and thats ok. anyways, i called katie on my lunch break and woke her up...haha lazy ass...i dont think she was too happy with me, but ( Read more... )

well today was interesting, i went into work this morning and noticed i didnt have to work, that was fun, man i could of slept in. oh well. tomorrow im leaving early for an interview in the 'burn, that should be interesting, i dont think my boss was too happy when i told her ill be giving her my notice soon, oh well. i need more hours and i need mo ( Read more... )

not quite sure what to think of today, lonesome i guess. i talked to kay-tee today and she subconsciously reminded me that it is august ninth, damnitt. so that means its been 5 years since jesse died. i didnt even think about till now, i just cant believe how fast time goes by, its kinda scary. anyways...i just got back from indiana last night. and ( Read more... )

we will rock you my asshole, more like we got rocked, our team sucks, i quit!!!...anyways ya we lost our game tonight and not having amy there (our pitcher) didnt help. oh well such as life. one more day of work and im on fuckin vacation, whoo fucking hoo. i cant wait to see my katinkatoo. i love that girl. i hope i dont get too nervouse when we ( Read more... )

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what a non emotion day!...sucks bein on the rag. many differant feelings...hmmm...i get to see my girl in 3 days! i m really happy, i cant wait to see her. nanananana still in love with you"....i love the cranberries, they rule. work was work today, nothing exciting happened, wait something did happen out of the ordinary today, i take that back... ( Read more... )

my fucking vagina hurts!!! im gonna get my ovaries removed, right after katie gets hers...fuckin gary coleman...anyways other than the obssesive pain in my box, everything is just peaches and cream. i cant wait to see my girl...5 more days...whoo hoo. got most of my shit together, still have to finish the laundry...lookin foward to that...