another 5 years...
not quite sure what to think of today, lonesome i guess. i talked to kay-tee today and she subconsciously reminded me that it is august ninth, damnitt. so that means its been 5 years since jesse died. i didnt even think about till now, i just cant believe how fast time goes by, its kinda scary. anyways...i just got back from indiana last night. and i had the most amazing time of my life. i love my girlfriend soo much. and everyday i feel like i fall more in love with her. finally i got to hold her and it felt so wonderful, i wish i could hold her right now, but im gonna have to wait till christmas! oh well...thats it for now...