Add another girl to the list of people who end friendships by unfriending me from all social networks. very mature

It's been two years
Two years and this is still looming over my relationship
ugghhh

i hate it here, i hate it here, i fuckin hate it here ( Read more... )

Okay

I need to:

1. Edit my essays for Amsterdam
2. Braid my hair for Burning Man
3. Buy last minute supplies for Burning Man
4. Finish sewing my EL wire onto my camel pack

All before Sunday.

SHIT

To do list for the next week:
1. Finish essays for Amsterdam!
2. Stuff 150 envelopes for Midori
3. Pack for Burning Man
4. Figure out Burning Man logistics, ie, food and gear
5. Possibly find housing?
6. Work 40 hours a week

Fuck, can I finish this in a week?

I've spent too much time in my head lately.

I've been in a bit of a low point.

I'm not sure what to do though,

So at my groups potluck, someone brought "cookies." I started eating one and noticed it tasted funny. It was beef. I started shaking, and ran and threw up and cried for like an hour in my bathroom ( Read more... )

okay, im going to say it

Going without sex or intimacy for a month is BALLS

I don't know how people do it

Okay Good Vibrations, let's try this again.

Not only am I applying to your management position,
but I now have attended a Sex Institute in Amsterdam

and will be getting references from your toy vendor

and will be getting references from my bosses

Let's do this dance

Just learnt that my friends are getting a divorce. I'm in a little bit of a sad hole right now. Though I understand their decision (she wants kids, he doesn't), I am just really bummed out. They were the first polyamorous relationship I had ever seen, and I have based a lot of my relationship skills off of what they taught me. *sigh* I can ( Read more... )