is Sarah's Bday! Happy birthday Sarah <3

Hmmmmmm, so /bye 2003, /welcome 2004 ( Read more... )

So stuff is good.

New screen name on aim. Yup.

She bought me a fucking puppy ( Read more... )

crying should help something, instead of making my face hurt.

In other news, i'm one giant fucking asshole

I'm giving up on everything.

There's no point to this shit.

Fuck jealousy, fuck trust, fuck heartbreak, and most importantly, fuck life.

goodbye

Hours of sleep = 0
Cigarettes smoked = 80+
Food eaten = 1 pop tart, 1 slice of pizza

this all equals, slow and steady destruction

just got up. My heads on fire. And I have to leave for work. God damn. It's my day off too! I need a shot of vicodin

No sleep, no food, no cigarettes ( Read more... )

It's morning. I'm cold. Wet. Far too many things on my mind. My heart is beating at an unusually fast pace. Only a matter of time before I start sweating, despite my coldness.

Please, make this day go by fast.