the truth is im a horrible person im a hipocrit i give advice i cant even follow myself im weak and pathetic im over weight im not atractive and i suffer from a stomic condision that is like belimia  i havent eaten much sence the end of last summer. I hurt the one i love most and seem to only make things worse for her and my self i told her mom ( Read more... )

why is that when things are getting betterbi just fuck it up what is wrong with me i do i fuck everything up 
I have to work harder n stop being afraid of the consiquence i need to own up to my acton 
Yes i did tell ur mom that one time when u sed that his sis was home and she ended up not being there i didnt tho tell her anything you did or might ( Read more... )

i wil give you my strength
i will give you my love
i will make you happy
i will take care of you
i will listen to you
i will try to understand 
i will give you what you need
i will be there for you
i will devote myself to us
i will catch you when you fall
i will hold you when you cry
i will make things feel alright
i will be better for you and me i will be ( Read more... )

I waited al day for the love of my life to go online yestarday i waited n waite but she never went on i thot maybe she just fell asleep after skool wich she normaly does i was hoping that she wld come on today n say sumthing about me and tlk about how she loves me and misses me i was rly hoping she wld read my last post and ask me out cause she ( Read more... )

im in a much better mood today ibeen having a bad week was so hppy monday night and tuesday morning was on my way to see the girl that makes me happy was gonna make up for being such an asshole was gonna try and make her as happy as me i had it all plained....budidnt go that way after i was alreadt in methuen she was mad at me again what seemed ( Read more... )

i knew it cldnt be true and i cried all day for the past 2or3 days i am in so much pain and IM IN LOVE WITH YOU. i always will. i kept asking myself the same question time after time is this what she want does she love me i thot she sed she wld never leave...im crying right now but not out of pain any more but because im so happy to know this is ( Read more... )

last night the girl i love my ex my princess texted me from a diff number pretending to be one of my exxes named kristey n altho i knew it was my princess i played along in cruel way lieing makin it seem like i dont love her becuz i was angry cuz the night before she wldnt say i pove you back n it hurt so much i didnt me for the txt to be so cruel ( Read more... )

i all i hae is you to make me smile and laugh you made me feel alie now your gone im all alone i just wann here from you again pls anwser my reply to my msgs my journal my txt sumthing pls

I do every thing i can i try my hardest best n i run my fastest but no matter how fast i chase you, you just seem to get further away ( Read more... )

All tho i have u back baby i feel like dieing im afriad n idk whwt to do im srry i cut im srry i agrue its only cuz im scared but even tho i feel  so happy happyer then i have b4 n its thanks to you idk how long i will be able to fight of my stomic but so long as i hqve u i will always fight it n allway make happy cuz i dont want you to ever to ( Read more... )