This journal is now quite closed, thanks.

I can't lie to you and say I'm not hurt because I'm not a liar by nature. I am hurt, I'm hurt a lot. But there's not point to making a big deal out of things because they're over, done with, and in the past.

"The past can hurt...but you can either run from it, or learn from it."

God, I hate that little monkey ( Read more... )

Dropped the kids off with their mom after the show. Nothing quite like a "no wrestling" rule for the kids at a, well, WRESTLING show. But hey, between me, Jackie, Spike, Los Guerreros, and a few other folks, we managed to keep the kids distracted enough that not one drop of wrestling action was transferred into their little minds ( Read more... )

Well, so I'm a little late. But after pulling in a couple favors, I am able to now show Jackie her Valentine's presents...plus, I gotta ask her which one she wants to wear to the opera...

this one? Or this one?

Just so you can stop asking me about it, bebe. ;)

Final four of the Rumble. That's cool. Although not nearly as cool as Batista telling Carlito "Did you see what I did with that flagpole?" Highlight of the night, so far as I'm concerned. But last night, I think, was a stellar show. I'm hoping the fans thought so, too ( Read more... )

It occurs to me that, as a person of rather short stature and small build, there are advantages and disadvantages. Granted, there's lots of stuff I can't, or at least shouldn't, do, but there's plenty of things I can do that normal-sized or large people can't do. The stuff I do in the ring is an example. A six-footer would have a hell of a time ( Read more... )

Spike...for God's sakes. Please shut up. I'll call you later, okay? Just let it go, man.

I have clearly never met a person who was fake enough to hide their true self from the world.I'm not sure why this is bothering me so much today. But it is. Just one of those things that gets in your head and won't get out. Like a song. "Earworms" Spike calls them. At least songs are amusing for a while ( Read more... )

Can't wait to find a place to just lay down and relax for a while. Tired after all the traveling. Seems like there's almost never a break anymore. All about the fans and all that.
Hope Shan's okay. Hope everyone's okay.
See you guys later.

A lot's been put into perspective.

I can understand why people hate me, though. I'm not complaining about their reasoning.

That doesn't make it any less lonely.

Sometimes I wonder if getting my mask back was worth it at all.