Patience is definitely not one of my strongest attributes. According to the "on average" ovulation calendar the days to conceive have come and gone. We did what we were suppose to do and now we just have to wait until the 30th...well, that part may not even be true. I've pretty much always been on birth control so my cycle on birth control is 28 ( Read more... )

Birds flying high you know how I feel ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'm writing this because I'm angry or because it's something that's been bothering me for a while...but I've been having a lot of problems with friends lately. I think I'm grappling with this problem that makes me feel like the longer I have a friend the better the friend should be. Now I'm realizing that hanging on to that idea ( Read more... )

Maybe I just feel punished for being pregnant. I can't do anything fun. I can't drink, I can't ride roller coasters, I can't eat a fucking hot dog for god's sake! I can't do anything. Dustin gets to go to Vegas for his bachelor party while I get to do what? I get to sit on my ass home, alone and work on the wedding. Sweet. First of all I ( Read more... )

It's not like I don't have anyone to talk to, there are lots of people who would listen...there is just not anyone that I would want to tell my thoughts to. I don't even want myself to know about them. They aren't necessarily bad thoughts, just old thoughts. Thoughts that had gone away for years and now they have come back. I know why they came ( Read more... )

whenever i start my homework early, say i have a paper due on tuesday, one on wednesday and one on thursday...and say i start said papers on a sunday afternoon. even if i spend my ENTIRE sunday afternoon/evening/night (about 6 hours to be exact) on these papers, i will not get a damn thing done. i've noticed that when i have time to look at what ( Read more... )

so yeah...so I gained another 5 pounds, on top of the 5 pounds I have already gained, on top of the original 10 pounds I wanted to get rid of in the first place. Not a happy Reyna. My grandma was talking to my mom and said, "I've never seen Reyna so big." awesome. My own fucking grandma. Who the hell is she to talk anyway? eh, I'm just ( Read more... )

ah procrastination, how i loathe thee. i don't know what it is about me and procrastination. i just can't find it in myself to start things early. i've been pretty exhausted lately, but i have a paper and a take home final due tomorrow and i'm half way through one of them...yeah, it's 9pm. not to mention the paper i have due on tuesday, the ( Read more... )

and I've come to the conclusion that I shouldn't do that. I'm never in a good mood when I think. And when I'm not in a good mood I don't want to do anything, which is not good because I have a lot to do. I'm so tired, but I didn't do anything today. I'm stressed, that must be it, that's always it. I'm just worried that if I force myself to go ( Read more... )

is it really a friendship if i have to go out of my way to be friends with someone? should i have to excuse all of their mistakes, all of the times that they've ignored me, pushed me aside and made me last on the list just to continue the friendship? should i really compromise myself and be the only one trying to continue the friendship? i can't ( Read more... )