FUCK im so happy right now, besides the fact if i fail math and or econ i won't graduate...but FUCK im happy. i love you all.

hahahah this is gonna be funny

im starting to miss it again wtffffff. i guess all i have to do is wait. i have been forever but what if its final and im screwed. and this is just not the same. not even close! but im still trying. there's really no one else.

waking up to no one being home is AMAZING, some days i wake up at 930 since i have class at 1030 every tuesday and thursday, and sometimes my mom isn't around cause she's out. so i blast music as loud as i can, and do w/e i want. it's the best feeling ever! i can't wait till i can do this everyday! so im actually really happy at this moment. and ( Read more... )

DAMN it happened again ( Read more... )

I live in denial but it works SO WELL. Everything is perfect. I do need a kick in the butt or something that makes me wake up to relize where I need togo in my life. I can't wait for the future but I wish I could start all over. Go back to Dwyer and just start again. Does anyone feel the same way?

IKNOW this isn't happening

IKNOW everything will come back around

IKNOW im going to be waiting for that to happen

IKNOW what i want but,

IKNOW i can't have it again

I think i've dug myself a hole. I need to keep my mouth shut till I know what I really want. I guess I have to go through with it now huh? I don't know if I want to

Just as things got better, I can't shake it. dafjghkgfhjafFUCK

regret.