Left feeling false

[rexctang]

Left feeling false

or,

Yes, it's official

Yes, it's official.  I belong nowhere.

Every time that I have worked at Botsford thus far, my shift has been 6-2:30, so by the time I leave, all of the bars are closed.  Tonight, however, I worked from 3 to 11:30, so I stopped at the Inn Place afterwards.

Paul was there (the old gay guy, whom I really like

Comments

[missadroit]

Hmm, I believe we've had this conversation before. I seem to remember myself expressing this exact concern and you consoling me by saying you're not the same around me as you are around Rashady (I believe it was she used in your example, but I could be off).

I don't really have a point here except to say that I relate and it makes me feel as though I'm constantly acting. Even when I'm by myself because I don't quite act that way around anyone else.

Is the friskees still working as a proper cover-up?

[sassypugmama]

You're American. Believe it or not you actually fit in.. It's ok to eat labne with beer as you study for your masters while shouting ebonics at your neighbors. It's the American way.. haha.

Meanwhile I feel you on the whole my-friends-are-having-a-good-time-and-I'm-not-feeling-it scenario. Our lives suck. I blame school.