Our Chem 14 finals was scheduled to start at 9:45 am today ( Read more... )

My first death.

My first death.

I knew it would eventually happen, but I didn’t think it would be this soon. I'm not even in med proper, for goodness sake.But I really couldn’t do anything; when we entered the ward area, they were already doing a cardiac massage and using an ambibag on the patient. My friend and I asked some nurses if the ( Read more... )

You know you need a break from life in general when you wake up in the morning, take a bath, and suddenly realize that you're about to put deodorant on your toothpaste.

Not like I can take one anytime soon, though.

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( The length of my lj entries is inversely proportional to the frequency of my posting them. )

I saw a tumor almost as big as my head last Wednesday.

Turn back now if your stomach is extremely weak.

( Do you know that diapers can be used as bandages? )

Today, I got robbed ( Read more... )

On Tuesday, I committed school-sanctioned murder.The murder weapon? Formalin ( Read more... )

"You're sick," he says plainly and it's funny how the words my mother told me yesterday have such a different meaning when its his voice proclaiming them here where both of us are alone, no one else the wiser that we are meeting here. It's an echo, maybe, it's echoing in my mind and soothing the pain deep inside a little. Maybe I'm the only one who ( Read more... )

Have you ever woken up, thinking there was no point to waking up? That waking up would just make you face everything you've run away from, all those things you wish just didn't exist ( Read more... )

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It's been more than a week and I come back to find my lj world turned upside down. So many quizzes/memes (like that Tarot Cart quiz which was uber-popular), so many outpourings from peoples' minds to read, to absorb, to try to understand. Sometimes I come away from an entry nodding my head, it's like someone stole the words right out of my head. ( Read more... )