Am I the only one who every few nights gets in this cycle of AAAARG WHO THE FUCK AM I WHY DON'T I HAVE ANY FRIENDS WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE
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i was like you, until my boyfriend broke up with me and all of a sudden i had to face the nasty truth that i had no friends... nothing will motivate you to go out and be social more than putting all your eggs in one basket and then losing the basket
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well, the last person who wanted to see me was cate and i failed her and it was stupid and i miss her so much. ><
other than that, every time i meet new people i absolutely hate them. which doesn't even feel like me at all but i can't help it, and then i decide there's just something wrong with me and i just can't like people anymore or something.
BUT brian is good, despite never answering his phones at all, i know exactly what you mean -_- we're the same as ever, but something about living together with no car really brings out the antisocial wow players in us.
also, THANK YOU for the essay, i feel silly when no one responds, and i appreciate the thought you put into it, i'm just so afraid of people these days. i'm glad you're doing better <3
well, cate will be back and likely still want to see you :) you will get another chance!!
i understand about disliking the new people you meet... but the truth is that sooner or later you're bound to find someone you like! it helps to try to suspend your judgment of them until you know them better-- jumping to conclusions might cause you to shut out some good people... so you gotta be open to letting new people into your life
holy moly, you guys are living together?? where?? is it just the two of you?? that's adorable
yeahhhh wow is bad news. my roommate just quit. :p
i understand, i've been there before and it sucks. i love you and i can't drag you out of your life or world or any of it but when i get back from scotland i would love to see you.
i wish our phobias were so easily and suddenly fixed. i feel like it is going to be a lifetime struggle for me.
i miss my friends. i miss hanging out and not having to explain myself, and being my self my real whole self and not having to hide.
want me to bring anything back from scotland? ask fritz, too. and everyone. gahhhh i miss you. someday we will have a sleepover! ofpgjpgjgpjddfoopofk
COURTNEY i had a dream about you last night, i think it's because your birthday is soon and also because i have been wondering lately what you youngs have been getting yourselves into. is brian still around? that jerk still never calls me back. anyways you looked beautiful in my dream, i'm sure you're even more radiant in real life (unfortunately i will just have to settle for the dream!)
HEY does your uncle still live in daly city? because that's where i am :)
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you should post more! : )
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i think about posting lots but then stuff like...this comes out, and i delete it XD
thank you, though!
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other than that, every time i meet new people i absolutely hate them. which doesn't even feel like me at all but i can't help it, and then i decide there's just something wrong with me and i just can't like people anymore or something.
BUT brian is good, despite never answering his phones at all, i know exactly what you mean -_- we're the same as ever, but something about living together with no car really brings out the antisocial wow players in us.
also, THANK YOU for the essay, i feel silly when no one responds, and i appreciate the thought you put into it, i'm just so afraid of people these days. i'm glad you're doing better <3
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i understand about disliking the new people you meet... but the truth is that sooner or later you're bound to find someone you like! it helps to try to suspend your judgment of them until you know them better-- jumping to conclusions might cause you to shut out some good people... so you gotta be open to letting new people into your life
holy moly, you guys are living together?? where?? is it just the two of you?? that's adorable
yeahhhh wow is bad news. my roommate just quit. :p
tell brian i say hi!
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i wish our phobias were so easily and suddenly fixed. i feel like it is going to be a lifetime struggle for me.
i miss my friends. i miss hanging out and not having to explain myself, and being my self my real whole self and not having to hide.
want me to bring anything back from scotland? ask fritz, too. and everyone. gahhhh i miss you. someday we will have a sleepover! ofpgjpgjgpjddfoopofk
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i would like you to bring me back A CASTLE from scotland if you could. *cough* just bring your hugs and cuddles back in one piece! *nodnod*
i miss you a lot too, im really bad at this whole friend thing lately :X
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HEY does your uncle still live in daly city? because that's where i am :)
hope all is well xoxoxoxo
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