its christmas.
there is a blanket of white covering my town.
and i wish kyle was here to see this with me.

you know how you think you'll be friends with someone forever ( Read more... )

so im just going to say this really quick ( Read more... )

so andy sucks.

and hip hop rules!

i love it.
my quads are killing me though!

but im so glad i took this class.
i'll have thighs of steel soon enough!

so i hate myself.
i keep going back and forth.
i like him.
i don't.

i don't know what to do.

i don't know if i can do this.

i can honestly say that i don't feel attached at all.
which is WEIRD for me.
:]
and i feel like a slut.
and it feels good.
hahahaha.

but yesterday was just a really good day.
it was fun to run arrands with joey.
the courthouse?
rediculous?
yes.
:]

stoked for tonighttttt.

everything hurts.
i have a hole in my heart.
and nothing feels right.
i miss last summer.
i miss kelsey.
i miss being whole.

so,
shes mad at me AGAIN.
but i havent talked to her in 3 weeks,
so i have no idea why.
screw this.

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im way stressed ( Read more... )