sometimes i feel like i'm just alone. and no one understands what i'm saying, or why i say the things i do. and that makes no sense to me because its so obvious why i'm saying the things that i do. i think i'm going to have to do the thing i've been dreading. and i'm so scared. i'm shaking and crying, and i just can't deal with it. sometimes i ( Read more... )

i'm so bored. please save me from watching the sureal life ALL DAY LONG.

....so last night was pretty interesting. i pretty much love my friends more than anything in the world.

hehe megs and i made predictions last night....we haven't done that in a while. hehe i love the present she gave me <3333 ( Read more... )

so i havta go to the doctor again. my neck/head hurts...and i can't stop coughing....ever ( Read more... )

so i had a pretty exciting night ( Read more... )

i dont think i've ever been more upset ( Read more... )

i dont think i can deal with tomorrow.

i know i'm going on a field trip...that will be fun.

but then i havta go back to school, and then to my house, and then...

to play practice.

i'm crying about it right now because im dreading it so much.

and play practice is usually the thing that makes me so happy.

i hate ( Read more... )

please excuse me while i make a gun out of cheese ( Read more... )

im trying so hard to be okay right now. and i was fine and then someone told me that if i wrote what i was really thinking on this VERY livejournal then i would pretty much be a bitch.

which makes matters a lot worse, because i wasn't that great to start out with

so auditions went so much better than i thought ( Read more... )