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please excuse me while i make a gun out of cheese.....
and shoot myself
carmen...carla...cameron....whatever the hell my name is doesn't even talk.
i'm really honored that i'm student director but...i'd rather be on the stage than behind it, its just not where im supposed to be. but i guess kari disagrees.
now i havta go through all those practices and watch everyone do what i think i should be doing, and then realize that i'm not doing that because kari thinks i should be behind the stage and not on it.
i get to watch someone else act out my part.
im more upset now than i was yesterday. i thought i would at least have ONE line.
this in no way means i dont want to be the student director, cuz i know i'll have fun (even if i'm secretly bitter). but it just wont feel right. and i don't think i'll be completely okay.
and shoot myself
carmen...carla...cameron....whatever the hell my name is doesn't even talk.
i'm really honored that i'm student director but...i'd rather be on the stage than behind it, its just not where im supposed to be. but i guess kari disagrees.
now i havta go through all those practices and watch everyone do what i think i should be doing, and then realize that i'm not doing that because kari thinks i should be behind the stage and not on it.
i get to watch someone else act out my part.
im more upset now than i was yesterday. i thought i would at least have ONE line.
this in no way means i dont want to be the student director, cuz i know i'll have fun (even if i'm secretly bitter). but it just wont feel right. and i don't think i'll be completely okay.