Comme un oiseau sans ailes je vole par le ciel mais je sais que la vie est belle...

[reverie_waking]

i haven't really posted anything because i don't know what to say. so much has happened and so much is hanging in the air. sometimes i wonder if my life is really my own. i hate feeling helpless or goaded into a situation and yet i am constantly feeling that pressure. that pull to be this or that. to do this or do that. and then there are my own

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[fallenstarsfade]

i heart you iris!

[reverie_waking]

ditto. :)

[j3j3pjnw]

live for yourself.

it sounds selfish, but it actually isnt. Any other life is unfair to you.

[reverie_waking]

egh. that's sort of what i've been trying to do. it's not easy though. you'd think it would be...but nope.

[j3j3pjnw]

i dont know if i agree. It can be hard to make the decision to do what you want to do. Especially if there are pressures from others you care about to do other things. My girlfriend had that problem a lot, but she's grown so much in the past four or five months by just keeping an eye on how she feels, and what she really wants.

[sysiphan]

I miss you....

you when you're laughing or drawing or just beautifully being Iris. You when you're grinning and listening to me babble, patiently.

I think at our deepest, we all really know what must be done. We just must reveal this to ourselves and find the courage to do it.

I don't know if that helps or not, but we love you.

[reverie_waking]

love always helps.

thank you.

i miss you too.

[random_vagrant]

Kara and I are stillin waiting for you to email us your mailing address. I know I sent you an email and phone message about this.

[reverie_waking]

SHIT.

150 Tremont
Box 418
Boston, MA
02111

[reverie_waking]

Sorry!! i've been...you know...dying and such.

[random_vagrant]

Woman pain in ass, thats the problem here and everywhere. Give them voting and a week off every month and watch the world shoot straight to hell.