i've been thinking about a lot of stuff.

friends, situations, problems, drama, etc etc.
it all seems to follow my ass.
and i think that this one phrase
pretty much sums everything up.
in the words of my wise old best friend,
megan:

"well, isn't that cute."

so the next one came with a

bag of treats, she smelled like sugar

and spoke like the sea.

she told me, "don't trust them; trust me."

then she pulled

at my stitches, one by one and

looked at my insides, clicking her tongue. and said, "this

will all have to come undone."

The fact that it's a new year
means absolutely nothing
to me.

and i swear i'll know your face in the crowd,
and i'll hear your voice out loud,
when you're whispering;

"hey unfaithful, i will teach you:
to be stronger, to be stronger.
hey ungraceful, i will teach you:
to forgive one another."

...

and oh sweet angel of Mercy,
with your Grace like the morning,
wrap your loving arms around me.
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Plain and simple.

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i'm trying/ have tried to let the
past stay the past.
but i have a hard time letting go.
does anyone else?

"sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep. i'm tired and i want to go to bed. sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep; and then leave me alone. don't try to wake me in the morning, 'cause i will be gone, don't feel bad for me.. i want you to know. deep in the cell of my heart, i will feel so glad to go."

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