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[restrainedchaos]

First off, I'd like to blame this less-than-stellar entry on the fact that the hospital deprived me of my prozac for three days. it's gotten me all off-kilter, and i probably have to wait for it to kick in again.

Sometimes I wonder if you're worth it. But then I know you are. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and yet you

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[euryalida]

My brother gave me a moral problem the other day - you know, one of those hypothetical situations that force you to come to some kind of 'right' course of action based on your beliefs - involving me and you. The situation he gave was

here's a start

[restrainedchaos]

You know me just as well as you have for a long time, and what's more, I think you knew that when you asked. Hell, I'd be more likely to reach over and press your button than press my own and watch(?) you die because of me. And I would die without you, whether by my own hand or not

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[euryalida]

I do try to let you be weak sometimes. I'm not terribly successful at it most of the time because you are a part of me, and I hate to see me weak, but that's an issue I have to deal with in myself.

Mostly it's because I feel that many of the times you want to break down and rely on anything other than yourself - you don't need to. I'm not saying you need to shun all human aid and become a hermit or anything - I understand how necessary people are to each other - but you're stronger than you think you are and I thought that maybe if someone else believed unquestioningly in that strength, then maybe you would, too.