My Cinco De Mayo was pretty calm. At about 10:30 at night the Katies decided to drop by unexpectedly. They brought me a cactus which was nice. We then played Mario Kart until about 1:30 in the morning. It's nice to see that I can still be friends with these two, after all we've been through together. It turns out Katie Sanburn's boyfriend is ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling quite strange. It's a wierd feeling that I can barely describe. It makes me feel afraid to talk to people. In person or on the phone. It's bizarre, I've always been a pretty social person, but lately I just don't want to talk to anyone. A couple of people have called me on the phone and I just don't pick up or I just ( Read more... )

I had a good day in choir today. My voice wasn't in tip top shape, but it felt good to just kind of relax a little.

Days like this make me think that Ben isn't entirely submerged.
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Playing break-downs is more fun than I previously imagined, hahah.

This week must be the week of quitting. First, my choir teacher found out that I'm quitting choir (I think) and it finally feels good. After so much indecision I finally feel good about the decision of quitting that class. Too much to handle, definitely and I'll finally get to take an English class with the much-talked-about Mr. Hellman. This' ( Read more... )

I think I may be clinically depressed. As much as I try to perservere and be up-beat, I just don't have the motiviation to keep doing some of the things I'm doing ( Read more... )

Even at the thought of a solo-exam today in choir I didn't flinch. Maybe this means I'm becoming more confident in my voice? Who knows ( Read more... )

I had a really good time, and I think most importantly I got a grip on who are my true friends.
The picture of me and Ben is pretty funny. I also kind of like the sudden burst of self confidence I got just kind of being in nice clothes and around everyone in a chill setting.
I'm also thankful for eating some fucking alligator.

Today I did something I haven't done in a long time. I watched a fight ( Read more... )

Funny how things work sometimes ( Read more... )