I don't want to be consumed in the unknown. I don't want to be eaten alive by loneliness.
I don't want to take the road less taken...
But with faith in something- anything- I'll step into the dark.

I feel like I'm being replaced somewhat without my knowledge. I'm a shadow? I'm someone who's there when needed... I am nothing and I am everything only when it is for the best. I recall when it was just us and now it is just me. I guess I'm fine with that. I guess apathy comes with the signature on the dotted line. We were what we were and life ( Read more... )

"To be nobody-but-yourself -- in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else -- means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting."

-E. E. Cummings

Sometimes, I'm quite tired of fighting. The idea of ( Read more... )

The faces that is hostile
silence- tension
Oh her face laughs back, that gentle smile
Agree politely
she is fake

speak louder your voice is not quiet enough
stand taller your back was not made to be straight
dream bigger, it will never happen anyways
is what they say those otherpeople, those honorable people
whispering isn't meant for the walls nowadays 
and we've all lost our mind somewhere in the routine
but one in 1.5 billion will slip through the cracks 
winning ( Read more... )

something so beautiful,
photographs on the wall
people talking in languages
I can't understand at all
and so I ramble 
the wallflower of the bunch
I paint your faces with my fingers
tracing every inch
we smile so bright
corners turn
something oh so beautiful

"I can forgive, but I cannot forget, is only another way of saying, I will not forgive. Forgiveness ought to be like a cancelled note - torn in two, and burned up, so that it never can be shown against one ( Read more... )

Today was awesome.
There was no drama, no sadness- just happiness. 
I want to fill my life with people who truly cares for me...
you know, friends?

Here's to you- thanks.  

 I am happier due to the help of my friends- N, J, K <3 love you

So today I hung out with J and I really enjoyed it. I might add more later but since I had little to no sleep, I shall nap. I feel so relaxed after letting it out and finding closure within myself. Laughing, hitting, watching tv, eating- I'm pooped!

I wonder how much Chasing Pavements has jumped on my list. Here's some rambles on things in life.

Since I switched rooms, I've been freezing my ass off. And toesies.
I haven't been able to sleep lately and the pillow that usually doesn't give me neck aches DO!
I think the bad vibes of the world is getting to me; I miss my happy self. 
Sometimes I think ( Read more... )