I am so sick of pretending to enjoy Xmas, but if i don't I'm obviously some kind of anti-social bitch.

Maybe I am. So what.

I feel terrible for not posting it at the time, but the Dec 9 Lady Gaga show in Vancouver was most amazing show I have been to. There were more people crying than at a Duran Duran concert. Myself included. I didn't know i could cry.

Everything before this point is far too embarrassing for anyone to ever see again.

Stay tuned for more potential shame.