January 7, 2007 ( Read more... )

i don't feel any better now that i've leaked out to her the truth ( Read more... )

maybe visitor you're getting the impression that i don't say anything anymore.

its just that everything is said on my face...

there's nothing i have that is worth keeping ( Read more... )

my heart is painting my brain. flavors of a billion vibes tastes of gazillions of dynamite highs and lows sights like 9.9 megapixels make my dreams ideal for being blown up and pasted on le sun. i'll make a gallery for the galexy where the meteroids stars and nebulas can stop and watch. as saturn jupiter and "star formerly known as the planet pluto ( Read more... )

ahem ( Read more... )

pensive about holidays. i am depressed with too much reasons. perhaps i should take some meds. there are so many little thoughts just running in and around my brain. i'm lying in dark gloomy room on my bed unhappy and its two days before christmas. what has made me this way? well the short answer would be myself. unfortunately and once again this ( Read more... )

exclusive ( Read more... )

well. after a bitter nite of really cold showers. and dial soap. and of course insomnia from disbelief i im'd him. perhaps this is the biggest game of all. i don't understand why people have to continuosly lie. whatever either way he likes her more. hes into her more than me. thats enough for me to retract and run for the hills. you understand don' ( Read more... )

cliche. heard it all before. this sad song of being dumped for the arms of another. the sad feeling of being embarassed for caring. the hopeless feeling of destitute remorse. played. it gets worse and worse. he wasn't even mine and yet i was dumped for some lithe blonde girl. closer to him through her legs or heart i'm not sure. all i know is that ( Read more... )