I doubt anyone reads this any more but I'm sitting here in my apartment and I find myself at a loss for words; Or a flooding of them depending on how one looks at it ( Read more... )

Why is it that I can't meet people who I get along with really well unless they have ass tons of baggage or are bat shit crazy!!
It's starting to get really frustrating and turn me off from this whole have actual close friends plan. maybe vague acquaintances is better in the long run.
It sure is easier to manage.

In the past week everything has turned upside down and I am once again in a place where I'd never expect to be.
not bad just surprising.
alas I've been lazy enough today due to the FREEZING conditions of my office and must be productive...alright me go be productive.

I'd blame all this on my unknown illness..but I am not I have never cast actions upon things as illness, drunkenness, sleep depravity, etc. The mind is a twisted complex coniving thing. I have seen children who can not speak yet manipulate a full grown cognitive adult with mere looks. "the kid doesn't know" I doubt that ( Read more... )

finding out the way you did. i think the only thing to feel is shock.

What I can only describe as a thick smoky fog has descended upon me again. Yes it sounds very emo and frankly I hate it ( Read more... )

applying for a job in Dayton. wish me luck

GOOD ( Read more... )

In high school it seemed like everyone wanted to play and I wanted commitment. Now my friends are engaged people are getting married and I'm screaming to be free and untied to anything ( Read more... )

ME: Why are map edges always burned?
BOY: They aren't. People just do that to make them look warn and actually I find it annoying.
ME: (quickly putting out lighter and dousing flame)....oh.

Today I went to work and made a map..woo hoo!! Map! Okay now to make fakey maps... and I need to find my thread so I can sew my button back on...poo