My head is hurting muy mucho and my throat is getting all fucked up.
I think I'm going to spend my tax return on candles.
I hate wednesdays that I have to work because they are the longest days ever.
I think I'm going to delete all of my online journals and start over.

I'm on this world music kick.
I'm feeling a little ethnic.
Coachella?

I seriously hate my job right now, that place is seriously so fucked up, no communication whatsoever, retarded ignorant managers that know how to do nothing and get paid to do just that - nothing. I'm over it.

So fucking over it.

Today feels like d-day. I guess it kind of is I'm going to the doctor but then I have to wait again to get any results and I'm kind of really miserable. Everyday is like hell and so long.

don't read old journal entries, they will only fuck you up.
take my advice, I just went back two years and am indeed feeling pretty miserable.

I'm a machine
I'm a machine

and machines are not bothered by old journal entries.

So this is my last day as a 20 year old and I've gotta say it's been kind of weird. I mean 20 was just kind of a weird age ( Read more... )

Its interesting to me that I just read the mixtape community post ( Read more... )

( random kind of interesting quiz )

I'm in the computer lab only to realize that it is far to pretty and nice outside to be inside in front of this machine.
The weather affects me in such strange ways sometimes.
Feels like home-basement jaxx, also makes me feel very nostalgic and dreamy and almost sad.

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oh my heart. sometimes i don't know how it is still beating.

You know when you just have those moments in life where you're like WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? really though you just stop for a minute and think that to yourself, that's how i've been feeling lately. all topsy turvy lately, nothing incredible has happened but i can't get a grip on anything, it's like once i get settled with something it gets thrown ( Read more... )

( Pick-up lines by the Signs )