a love song for no one

Aug 21, 2011 12:55

I have a terrible habit of wanting everyone to be happy with me, I hate disappointing people or having them think badly of me. This obnoxious personality trait has gotten so out of control in fandom. I keep agreeing to participate in things or write things that I know I can't or really would rather not. But I never end up following through and ( Read more... )

working girl, blahblahblahthisisurfacerightnowblaaaaaa, just remember darling all the while, idek, jasdfklgh, why am i like this?, mmhm yeah sure, i am incoherent, i know i know who the fuck /don't/ i owe, all in all, let me show you my happy, do you want a name tag?, other tags i can't think of rn, crying myself a river, yes- i used to have a life, i cant even think rn, rubberband man, do you know where your heart is?, is this bitch for real rn, one for sorrow two for joy, on my face plz, hey there buddy!, lolwhut?, my idiocy, i have no shame, flist don't kill me plz, well shit son, me bitching to hear myself bitch, i'm a special kind of stupid, emotional cripple parking only, bet on yourself now star, i didnt just say that, flist ilusfm, rant, dooooouuuuuushite?!, i am uninteresting, cum receptacle needs to diaf, wth is this bullshit?!, real life is obnoxious, shit just got real, coffee should be injectable, i'm the laziest person ever, it seemed like a good idea, excuses, are you asking for a smack?, i am fail, planning fail, all mixied up, tissues for my issues, mbti analysis can kiss my fine ass

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black_silver August 21 2011, 17:05:48 UTC
you're sick AGAIN?????? DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:


... )

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remixied August 21 2011, 17:07:17 UTC
like a damn coupon at the grocery store ;;

yeah, I got cleared from the mono but they found some stuff in my neck and did an ultrasound and found more stuff and rofl at this point I don't even want to know about anything /buries head in the sand

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black_silver August 21 2011, 17:12:00 UTC
{:B idg the coupon thing

but i'm sorry to hear that :'(

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remixied August 21 2011, 17:13:48 UTC
rofl re: voiding idk /fails at coherency

it's okay, I'm quite happy to pretend there is nothing wrong :3333

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yakiseop August 21 2011, 17:20:40 UTC
um hi, we aren't friends but I follow you on twitter ;w;'
I'd like to say I really love these Sleeping Beauty pieces, they're truly gorgeous ;-;
and, about the first paragraph, I might know how you feel. I'm often exactly in that situation :// I don't even like voicing my opinion when asked, afraid it'll disappoint people.

... that's it sorryforcreeping bye. I hope you'll get better soon :3

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remixied August 21 2011, 17:25:45 UTC
hfjdksakjlfd I never check my followers b/c I can't tell people apart from spambots ;; but @ me and I'll follow back o/

sdfghjkgfdsfghjk I really really cannot get over the score for one, but when you add in sarah lamb I just combust ;~~~~;

I tend to go the opposite way, I do my best to keep people happy, but if someone has an issue with me I get belligerent and would prefer being called out on whatever I've done wrong. lmao I am so backwards ide

<333333333 ty bby, I'll def work on it

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yakiseop August 21 2011, 17:41:19 UTC
I @ed at you but... I'm a locked account OTL so I don't think it showed up? Did it? Anyway, I'm @inoccheetos ;-;'

I know what you mean ;-; and sleeping beauty isn't even my fav Tchaikovsky ballet but it has some really awesome parts ;-;

lmao I'm forever afraid of being reprimanded and judged OTL /weakling

\:DD/ do your best! I'll be cheering for you

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remixied October 15 2011, 15:57:51 UTC
<333 hopefully this works out well for me rofl

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love_imperfect August 21 2011, 20:30:37 UTC
Hey. I love you. Take care of yourself.

Seriously though, I'm sorry you're sick. I feel the need to come up there and like, bubble-wrap you or sth. Please get better <3333

Get some sleep, too, bb. I know your work schedule is a bitch and a half, and I'm sorry your boss is psycho.

If you ever need to bitch or rant or whatever, I'm pretty sure you have every available means of communication to get at me with.

<3333333333333333 (that is only a portion of my love)

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love_imperfect August 21 2011, 20:31:58 UTC
Also. I think I derive way too much enjoyment from reading all of the tags you have. I'm so lame. ❤

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remixied October 15 2011, 15:59:35 UTC
DUDE MY TAGS KIND OF MAKE MORE SENSE THAN MY ACTUAL POST, NGL.

I'm sorry you're sick or busted like twice as often as I am O_o DAYUM GURL. You need to take some time out for you too <333 It makes me happy to see you pursuing your dreams, but the fervour you're going after them with can get a little scary >.>; Just make sure you're in one piece when you make it to the top bby <333

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moeruze_burning August 22 2011, 02:44:06 UTC
I understand completely, and your boss sucks all of the hobo balls in the world for the shifts she springs on you.

sobs all over you and clings to you and rubs my face against your face

one day our dream of school will be fulfilled ;___; keep holding on and do what you gotta do.

And don't try to change/fix things you just cannot because things happen and if you're sincerely sorry about them, then there's not much else you can do.

GIVES YOU ALL MY LOVE AND ALL THE BLOWJOBS

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remixied October 15 2011, 16:00:39 UTC
lol our bosses? same person 8|

<33 you too bby, I don't want to see you giving up or giving in either

MOANS LIKE A FILTHY WHORE FOR YOUR LOVE

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