Comments | remixied: a love song for no one

remixied

a love song for no one

Aug 21, 2011 12:55

I have a terrible habit of wanting everyone to be happy with me, I hate disappointing people or having them think badly of me. This obnoxious personality trait has gotten so out of control in fandom. I keep agreeing to participate in things or write things that I know I can't or really would rather not. But I never end up following through and ( Read more... )

working girl, blahblahblahthisisurfacerightnowblaaaaaa, just remember darling all the while, idek, jasdfklgh, why am i like this?, mmhm yeah sure, i am incoherent, i know i know who the fuck /don't/ i owe, all in all, let me show you my happy, do you want a name tag?, other tags i can't think of rn, crying myself a river, yes- i used to have a life, i cant even think rn, rubberband man, do you know where your heart is?, is this bitch for real rn, one for sorrow two for joy, on my face plz, hey there buddy!, lolwhut?, my idiocy, i have no shame, flist don't kill me plz, well shit son, me bitching to hear myself bitch, i'm a special kind of stupid, emotional cripple parking only, bet on yourself now star, i didnt just say that, flist ilusfm, rant, dooooouuuuuushite?!, i am uninteresting, cum receptacle needs to diaf, wth is this bullshit?!, real life is obnoxious, shit just got real, coffee should be injectable, i'm the laziest person ever, it seemed like a good idea, excuses, are you asking for a smack?, i am fail, planning fail, all mixied up, tissues for my issues, mbti analysis can kiss my fine ass

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sgcharbor August 22 2011, 04:11:04 UTC

there can be a 1,001 commitments and priorities but there is only one you, so you need to care for yourself because you can take care of anything else.

I know people will be unhappy with me b/c I've owed them quite a lot for quite a while, but I guess this is just choosing the lesser of the two evils.

i am really so proud of you bb. i wish i could show you the magnitude of it /envelopes you in a bear-hug

come back stronger and healthier okay bb?

if you need to rant or bitch and no one's willing to listen to you, @breenex will always be there (^^)/

remixied October 15 2011, 16:01:47 UTC

Yeah but then I tend to feel like I should be multitasking. Like my life is never going to be perfect so I should probably suck it up and attempt to stop making excuses and do what I need to. Because nothing will ever get done if I wait for the perfect/best etc moment. idek rofl but thank you bby, I appreciate the love <333

eun_yoji August 22 2011, 05:59:48 UTC

Well, I wish you good luck with your job and studies.
Sometimes bosses are just like that. :(

remixied October 15 2011, 16:02:20 UTC

Haha, thanks I'll definitely need it ♥

MY BOSS IS A PSYCHO ;; QUITE HONESTLY.

eun_yoji October 15 2011, 18:47:49 UTC

make your boss into Super Junior. its relaxing.

remixied October 15 2011, 19:19:05 UTC

rofl they're way too good for her

reversedoll August 22 2011, 21:12:16 UTC

bb, don't feel bad about these kinds of things. /hugs, you have to take care of yourself first, and i'm 100% sure we all care about you as a person more than some fics or whatever. ;-;

i hope you feel better soon, bb.

remixied October 15 2011, 16:03:10 UTC

blah, it still feels sucky. I'm pretty sure my fic gets to more people and makes them happier than my obnoxious personality rofl but all the same, I will take care.

you take care too bby /loves on endlessly <3333

bittersnow August 23 2011, 01:37:56 UTC

yes what kelley said ^^

and i know on some level how you feel because it's been like that for me too, too tired to do anything. My schedule is not even as punishing as yours, but I'm wiped out when I get home. So you should take any opportunity to not worry because there's so many other things in your life that does. and yes, that last sentence probably made your inner grammar nazi recoil and want to beat me over the head with a spatula XDD.

remixied October 15 2011, 16:05:56 UTC

HJKFLDHGLJFDS WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN LATELY OMG I FEEL LIKE WE ARE GROWING APART AND THAT IS JUST NOT EVEN CLOSE TO ALLOWED TO HAPPEN. THE UNIVERSE WILL PROTEST, THERE WILL BE A WAR AND HELLFIRE AND WET SOCKS AND BEEF BALLS AND ALL SORTS OF OTHER UNPLEASANT THINGS DDDDDD:

lmao my inner grammar nazi has been dead for a long while :'DDD anyway, I totally get being overwhelmed bby so I don't mean to pressure you to keep in contact when sometimes all you feel like you can do is just sleep for a thousand years. I just worry and I miss you and I think about you very very often. so I hope you're doing well and I would love the chance to steal you away sometime soon <333 we got a new car btw >:DDDD Imma take you for a ride around town (and we can see all the pretty leave changing :'DDDD)