I have to try to smother screwtape while I still can.

I know how she feels about me, so I should stop questioning her love, her loyalty and her honesty. I've been far too paranoid and I'm doing my best to adjust, I promise.

I had a bad dream that Julie had went out with her friends or some guy today instead of going over Mrs. Moore's house. I'm just being foolish. I wonder where she is, though. I miss her.

Hand in hand, we both lept off the cliff with our backs to the soldiers clad in black uniform, marching like toy soldiers. We started to fall as I held her close, wondering if He had forsaken me. My eyes were clenched shut tightly and the capillaries in my body, starved of oxygen, began to explode. I remember feeling her heart pounding against ( Read more... )

It all comes down to this.

"Rise up, my child, for you can transcend this world. Smile genuinely in the face of adversity, for I am with you."

-- He Who Is Called I Am

I'm so guilty it's disgusting. I'm so guilty of being so in love with you -- so guilty of wanting to spend an eternity with you.

Decidely: Friends Only.

When it all started.