i had a dream. whoa, that was weird to say. but no really, i did. it was the weirdest dream ever. u all should hear about it really. it was fucking crazy and i woke up with a brand new outlook on life. life-altering dreams hoohah!

wrapping gifts and took a break. figured id post those that need to find me to recieve holiday gift since i never call anyone and rarely pick up my phone.

jen...ur chocolate factory awaits you

mel....apparantl u need green rings

dave...yes, u get a gift

van and linda

merry fucking xmas

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im sure all know now but...i never update and i suppose this is updating worthy. greg and i broke up. greg isnt taking it so well, so people not bringing it up would be most appreciated. we are trying to be friends, it seems to be going well enough. i dont know if im the one he really needs to be spending time with but he doesnt seem to want to see ( Read more... )

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so i decided that december really was just too fast. we're gonna wait a couple more months, the wedding isnt off, just postponed indefinitly. and yes, greg and i are fine. im just feeling FAR too rushed on this. with the apartment thing coming up, liscening insuing, car purchasing, etc. o, and soon i shall be alooking for a job. woot? so as much as ( Read more... )

i got an apology and thus, have kept my cell phone, though im sure everyone has noticed.

a court marriage. a small ceremony. a tiny wedding. a small wedding. a casual wedding. a normal wedding. an average wedding. a huge wedding. SO MANY PEOPLE. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. ( Read more... )

gah, getting married is freaking hard. so much work, so much planning, so many people to invite, im sure im gonna forget to invite someone important. the best man dispute will be decided via star craft battle. Andrew vs. Dave. *sigh* i am marrying a complete dork. that aside, maid of honor. tis between emily and jen. both the two most awsome women ( Read more... )

so i gave back my cell phone. no cell phone for me. im gonna be hard to reach. hopefully soon i will be able to afford a new one. i didnt feel liek taking any more of my grandfathers money, and was tired of him offering his help and yelling at me when i accepted it. this is where it gets.....even harder ( Read more... )