Damn, just when I thought I knew who I was...I learn that I have no clue. Why do I have to hate myself so much? Why do I want the best for others and not for me? Why do I not feel worthy? Why do I hide myself from everyone? Why do I sacrifice for others ( Read more... )

Man, so bored...I slpet in until around 4pm. Damn, either my internal clock is severely messed up...or that Nyquil I took was too friggin strong. Either way, the day was wasted with me being uncontious. Eh, at least I am not dead...that would be a bad thing ( Read more... )

I can't decide...either to stay here or to move back up to Chicago. It's only only a matter of time until Cindy and I get into another big fight. I am trying my best to endure her rants and complaints...but I am being worn away. I could just ask my mother to move back...but I dunno. Some of you might think this a easy decision...but it is not. Sure ( Read more... )

Yo, I have not posted in a while. Let me update all of you who may not already know about my situation ( Read more... )

My mom is friggin awesome! She sent a package with massive amounts of cookies, FH Cheetoes, and $60. Yay, sugar rush...::flies around the world...NA NA NA NA ( Read more... )

My computer hates me...the my wireless connection is having truoble staying up. Arg, I spent hours trying to get it working...but to no avail. If I just suddenly signed off when talking to anyone...I am sorry ( Read more... )

I feel sooo angry...I can't sleep! I want to hit someone, I want to destroy something...I want peace! This is the first time I have been this angry in the longest time. I will not sleep until this is resolved, it is unaccepteable! It was wrong...it was hurtful ( Read more... )

Man, I learn something new everyday. Let me expalain what I mean ( Read more... )

I actaully slept! Yep, I fell asleep around 4:45am and now I just woke. Man, that was good sleep, yo! I feel rested ( Read more... )

Man, all my friends are getting down in th dumps. Man, I am one of the few people that can actually chear them up. So, I got to work ( Read more... )