jeeese chelsea soo many eljay names lol, homecoming was fun chelsea porter doesnt like me at all :/ && i honestly dont know why. glad to read your weekend was fun & sorry about you && cody
OMG samii! i thought u and feli hated me! i've had the roughest couple of weeks i got alot to tell u guys i'm gona come see u at lunch tomorrow if thats cool? ♥
fuck you pls dont talk to me your nothing like u used to be you told me u loved me, wat bs you cheated on me like 3 times and i nvr did ne thing to u i thought u were the one for me but i was so wrong so so so wrong. you obviously have no idea just how much i loved u. u lied to me repeated times and ur nothing like u used to be. ur so fake its unbelieveable. i can hardly even look at you without bursting into tears. i hope your happy about wat u did. because you dont seem very upset at all.
o and i dont believe ne thing that comes out of your mouth ne more. how can i? your a lier. i dont believe wat u said about gina. to think i actually cared for u as much as i did, its unbelievable. all the things i told u and trusted u with. fuck that. you've made it so hard for me to trust ne one ne more. i just wanted u to know that i loved you with all my heart. and you've broken it into a thousand pieces. and idc if this sounds bad but i treated better then any prob. evr has. just know this is gona stay with me forever. and i hope it stays with you, just how bad you fucked me over...
Im sorry to keep writing in your lj... but its 1:15 in the morning and all I can think about is u.... I just tried calling u... I even tried to call gina.. I thought calling u and hearing your voice mail would make me feel better, so I could hear the sound of your voice... but I was wrong... It made me even more depressed... It made me realize how much I miss u... and how miserable my life is without you in it... I was just reading threw some of your old notes, and u were right... u did treat me better than anyone ever has... I doubt I'll ever find someone to treat me the same way you did... and I know I said in my past entry and in my message That I didnt want you back and that I at least wanted to remain friends... I lied... I do want you back... and I not afraid to say it... I want you back more than anything... If you took me back I would never treat u bad, lie to you, or cheat on you ever again... I would treat u like gold and cherish the ground u walk on... Even though I know there's a 1 in a 1,000,000 chance that u would ever
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names lol, homecoming was fun
chelsea porter doesnt like me
at all :/ && i honestly dont
know why. glad to read your
weekend was fun & sorry about
you && cody
♥
samii
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i thought u and feli hated me!
i've had the roughest couple of weeks
i got alot to tell u guys
i'm gona come see u at lunch tomorrow
if thats cool?
♥
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course its cool
we never hated
you, its just
after you cody
started dating u
never hung out
with us anymore
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samii
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i'll come talk to you
tomorrow! lol ♥
got alot of drama story's
wats new. lol
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u just i/med me fag
lol♥
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i know u loser
i was being sarcastic
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ps- shut up
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pls dont talk to me
your nothing like u used to be
you told me u loved me, wat bs
you cheated on me like 3 times and i nvr did ne thing to u i thought u were the one for me but i was so wrong so so so wrong. you obviously have no idea just how much i loved u. u lied to me repeated times and ur nothing like u used to be. ur so fake its unbelieveable. i can hardly even look at you without bursting into tears. i hope your happy about wat u did. because you dont seem very upset at all.
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